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EMILY
｢二人きっといつまでも…｣ -口癖のように笑う君-
変わらぬ君と呑み込んで気付かぬフリしたら良かった？
愛して？
愛して？
愛して？
愛して？
愛して？
愛して？
僕は手を伸ばす
｢愛してるよ？｣ -君は煙草に火をつけて笑う-
EMILY…昨日が続いていれば笑えていた？
二人…描いたのは破壊的美学でしょ？
君が…目を覚ます頃に僕は眠りに付くかな？
EMILY…EMILY…君は隠し通したつもり？
｢私がいけなかった…｣ -見知らぬ人の腕の中？-
｢お願いそばにいて…？｣ -下を向き語る君-
｢愛して？｣
｢愛して？｣
｢愛して？｣
｢愛して？｣
｢愛して？｣
｢愛して？｣
-君は崩れてく-
｢愛してるよ？今も昔も｣ -壊れた君-
愛して？
愛して？
愛して？
愛して？
愛して？
君がいない事もなれる？
区切りをつけた僕が一番馬鹿だった…？
愛があれど小さな過ちが全て壊す
でも一度僕が目を閉じれてれば良かった？
EMILY…知らないふりで過ごすのが正解だった？
君が…沢山の美しさ教えてくれたのに
ずっと…続けるはずの破壊的な美学は
罪に気付き消えた
EMILY…気付けばもらった感情が多すぎて
EMILY…またそばにいれる…そんな気もしてたんだ
EMILY…今は新たな道を歩んでいるんだね
EMILY…EMILY…また教えてよ、苦しみを
EMILY…君は今も苦しんでいるはずだよね
EMILY…君が戻ってくるのなら僕は『 』
EMILY…Because I Love You.
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EMILY
"futari kitto itsu made mo..." - kuchiguse no you ni warau kimi -
kawaranu kimi to nomikonde kidzukanu FURI shitara yokatta?
aishite?
aishite?
aishite?
aishite?
aishite?
aishite?
boku wa te o nobasu
"aishiteiru yo?" - kimi wa tabako ni hi o tsukete warau -
EMILY...kinou ga tsudzuiteireba waraeteita?
futari...egaita no wa hakaiteki bigaku desho?
kimi ga...me o samasu koro ni boku wa nemuri ni tsuku kana?
EMILY...EMILY...kimi wa kakushitooshita tsumori?
"watashi ga ikenakatta..." - mishiranu hito no ude no naka? -
"onegai soba ni ite...?" - shita o muki kataru kimi -
"aishite?"
"aishite?"
"aishite?"
"aishite?"
"aishite?"
"aishite?"
- kimi wa kuzureteku -
"aishiteiru yo? ima mo mukashi mo" - kowareta kimi -
aishite?
aishite?
aishite?
aishite?
kimi ga inai koto mo nareru?
kugiri o tsuketa boku ga ichiban baka datta...?
ai ga aredo chiisa na ayamachi ga subete kowasu
demo ichido boku ga me o tojiretereba yokatta?
EMILY...shiranai furi de sugosu no ga seikai datta?
kimi ga...takusan no utsukushisa oshiete kureta noni
zutto...tsudzukeru hazu no hakaiteki na bigaku wa
tsumi ni kidzuki kieta
EMILY...kidzukeba moratta kanjou ga oosugite
EMILY...mata soba ni ireru...sonna ki mo shiteta n'da
EMILY...ima wa arata na michi o ayundeiru n'da ne
EMILY...EMILY...mata oshiete yo, kurushimi o
EMILY...kimi wa ima mo kurushindeiru hazu da yo ne
EMILY...kimi ga modotte kuru no nara boku wa『 』
EMILY...Because I Love You.
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EMILY
“The two of us will surely last forever...” -you smile like it’s your favorite line-
I caught on when you stayed unchanged, was it okay when I pretended not to notice
Love me?
Love me?
Love me?
Love me?
Love me?
Love me?
I reach out my hand
“Do you love me?” –you light up a cigarette and laugh-
EMILY... Did it make you laugh when yesterday continued?
The two of us... Haven’t we painted a devastating beauty?
You... would I fall asleep when you wake up?
EMILY... EMILY... Are you planning to keep it hidden?
“I couldn’t come[1]” – and in unfamiliar arms?-
“Please, are you here...?” –You’re talking downwards-
“Love me?”
“Love me?”
“Love me?”
“Love me?”
“Love me?”
“Love me?”
-You’ll crumble-
“Do you love me? Now and before?” –You’re broken-
Love me?
Love me?
Love me?
Love me?
Love me?
Will I get used to you not being here?
Was I the fool for cutting you off...?
Even if there was love, the small mistakes will ruin it all
But would it have been okay if I had closed my eyes just once?
EMILY... was it right to pretend not to know?
You... even though you taught a lot of beauty
Always... This devastating beauty will continue
My awareness of sin has disappeared[2]
EMILY... When I realized there were too many feelings
EMILY... you could be near again... Is what I felt as well
EMILY... you're walking a new road now right
EMILY... EMILY... tell me again of your suffering
EMILY... You’re surely hurting now too right
EMILY... If you return I’ll『 』
EMILY… Because I Love You.
[1] You can also interpret this in the sexual meaning
[2] I wasn't quite sure about these two lines, but I think I got the gist.
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