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Jealousy
Your beautiful fingers and long hair sparkling in the dim candlelight
You left a strong bite mark in my shoulder saying “you’re mine”…
The pain from touching it makes me remember
Your secret pierces trough my umbrella, but
“If” you won’t come back, at least you’re near
Making me dream of oblivion
Laughing, pretending not to notice
Don’t disturb my heart, just for now…
Whose reflection is in your eyes now?
The distance between us is by no means large, but…
We embraced each other and said “from now on”
Your secret is making me feel sick, but
“Because” you won’t come back, at least you’re near
Erasing my jealous mind
I’m crying while pretending not to notice,
Don’t disturb my words, just for now…
You won’t come back “and yet” at least you’re near
Merely making me recite this anguish
Now you’re laughing with him
My imagination broke me
“You won’t come back “but” at least you’re near
Even though it’s an empty dream, it’s making me smile
Will you look at me just tonight?
It’s just me and the bite mark you left
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shitto
hakanai kyandoru ga terasu kireina yubi, nagai kami
“boku no mono da” to kata e tsuyoku hagata nokoshita…
fureta itami de omoidashite
kimi no himitsu ni boku wa kasa o sasu keredo
todokanai “nara” semete soba de
boukyaku no yume o misasete yo
kizukanai furi de waratte
ima dake wa kokoro midasanaide…
sono me ni wa ima dare ga utsutte imasu ka?
kimi to no kyori wa keshite tooku wa nai no da keredo…
dakiatte katatta “kore kara” o
kimi no himitsu ni boku wa hakike ga suru keredo
todokanai “kara” semete soba de
shitto to iu kokoro o kaki keshite
kizukanai you boku wa naite
ima dake wa kotoba midasanaide…
todokanai “no ni” semete soba de
kono kurushimi o tada katarasete
ima kimi wa kare to warau
souzou ga boku o koroshita
todokanai “kedo” semete soba de
yume monogatari demo warawasete
konya dake wa boku o mite ite
boku dake no da to mata hagata nokoshita
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嫉妬
儚いキャンドルが照らす綺麗な指、長い髪
“僕のモノだ”と肩へ強く歯型残してた…
触れた痛みで思い出して
君の秘密に僕は傘をさすけれど
届かない“なら”せめてそばで
忘却の夢を見させてよ
気付かないふりで笑って
今だけは心乱さないで…
その目には今誰が映っていますか?
君との距離は決して遠くはないのだけれど…
抱き合って語った“これから”を
君の秘密に僕は吐き気がするけれど
届かない“から”せめてそばで
嫉妬という心をかき消して
気付かないよう僕は泣いて
今だけは言葉乱さないで…
届かない“のに”せめてそばで<
この苦しみをただ語らせて
今君は彼と笑う
想像が僕を壊した
届かない“けど”せめてそばで
夢物語でも笑わせて
今夜だけは僕を見ていて?
僕だけのだとまた歯型残した
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