MEJIBRAY - RISK:er (English Lyrics)

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lyrics: 綴

Romaji: hiphopVOMIT

Translation: Giz

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RISK:er
The comfort coming from my left wrist made it rain and I laughed

It’s not that I simply want to die
A jack-knife turning my pain into peace of mind
It’s not that I want someone to understand
It’s not that I want someone to notice

Something’s closing in on me again
it’s the impulse to reject everything and anything

A jack-knife clinging to my “loneliness”
It’s not that I’m just getting used to the pain
It’s not because I’m carrying everything on my shoulders
I can’t rely on people
1st. The first time… trembling hands: Movements of desire
2nd. Extending the knife in your hand again: Movements of impulse
3rd. Crying while wanting to escape: Libido
2 hours of obtaining rest

RISK:er
I cried
Warped World
I direct my fangs to my wrist again
Wrist cut
Pain
Doubt
Tears
I’m made to forget about all of them

psychiatric disorder

Wrist cut
Broken
It’s not like that
I don’t get it
I still remember
Closing my eyes a bit when feeling exhausted
Waiting for the next morning

“Let me take your hand…?”

My pain sets the now free
My pain keeps the now alive
My pain heals the now
My pain, my pain

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RISK:er
hidari tekubi ategau nagusame ga ame o furashi waratta

tada shinitai to omo'u wake janai
itami ga anshin ni kawaru JAKKUNAIFU
dareka ni wakatte hoshii wake janai
dareka ni kidzuite hoshii wake janai

mata nanika ga oshiyose
nanimokamo o kyozetsu shitai shoudou

"hitorikiri" sugaru JAKKUNAIFU
itami ni mo narehajimeta dake janai
subete o kakaekomeru wake janai
hito o tayoru koto nante dekinai
hajimete... furueru te : yokubou
mata te o nobasu NAIFU : shoudou
nigetakute nakinagara : RIBIDO-
ansoku o te ni ireta niji

RISK:er
naita
yuganda sekai
mata tekubi ni kiba o muku
RISUTOKATTO
itami o
mayoi o
namida o
subete o wasuresasete

psychiatric disorder

RISUTOKATTO
kowareta
sou janai
mitomenai
boku wa ima mo omoidasu
tsukareta toki ni wa sukoshi me o tojite
tsugi no asa o matsu no...

"sono te o hikasete...?"

itami ga ima o nigasu
itami ga ima o ikasu
itami ga ima o iyasu

itami ga itami ga

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RISK:er
左手首あてがう慰めが雨を降らし笑った

ただ死にたいと思う訳じゃない
痛みが安心に変わるジャックナイフ
誰かに分かって欲しい訳じゃない
誰かに気付いて欲しい訳じゃない

また何かが押し寄せ
何もかもを拒絶したい衝動

“一人きり”すがるジャックナイフ
痛みにも慣れ始めただけじゃない
全てを抱え込める訳じゃない
人を頼る事なんてできない
1st.初めて･･･震える手:欲動
2nd.また手を伸ばすナイフ:衝動
3rd.逃げたくて泣きながら:リビドー
安息を手に入れた2時

RISK:er
泣いた
歪んだ世界
また手首に牙をむく
リストカット
痛みを
迷いを
涙を
全てを忘れさせて

psychiatric disorder

リストカット
壊れた
そうじゃない
認めない
僕は今も思い出す
疲れた時には少し目を閉じて
次の朝を待つの･･･

“その手を引かせて･･･?”

痛みが今を逃がす
痛みが今を生かす
痛みが今を癒す

痛みが痛みが